It's pathetic when you can't sleep at night over problems that should have resolved about ten hours ago. 1:30am and I'm sat in front of my laptop, doing differential equations. I'm thinking, always thinking, always over-analysing. Why can't I take my own advice? Don't over-analyse, it's always going to be over the top and in an exaggerated manner. Why can't you just go with the damn flow and see where the river takes you? Follow where it bends, who knows? Maybe you'll find a better place.

I went to bed about ten pm and couldn't seem to sleep. Thoughts keep drifting in and out of my head. What am I worried about? What's disturbing this already fragile head of mine? It's not good to feel this way. Maybe it's just the time of the month? Like days when you feel mentally disturbed and you just feel like hey, maybe today's a good day to cry and pour your heart out?