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Exams are finally, finally, finally over.
Alhamdulilah everything has gone smoothly and I hope that it all goes well :)
After my exams finished, Fol, my friends and I went to Nottingham where I played with Topek's camera and took lots of shots. Unfortunately, my flickr account has expired and until I renew it, I will not be able to post up big amounts of photos. So you're just gonna have to wait.

Cheerios,
yxxxxx

to my boyfriend, love from me.

to my boyfriend, love from me., originally uploaded by unangelic.

:)

Breakfast was scrambled eggs with smoked salmon flakes on a baguette slice served with wild rockets and watercress salad.

Thanks baby.

I love you :)

-yx

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Tommorrow's exam should be a major headache because I:
a) can't bring myself to concentrate,
b) am somehow convinced this exam is going to be a hard slap in the face,
c) don't think my coursework grade will be able to save me.

I've had two papers so far, one last Tuesday and another today - both Mathematics papers, both so far okay-ish.

Tomorrow's paper is at 9am. It's 9:40pm now. I'm in SMB's computer lab for what's probably the 10th night in a row I've sat here til the wee hours (I didn't come home til 4am last night). I'm exhausted and I wish I could get this all done and over with but it's not going to be over until I actually sit through the exams.

Argh.

I'm sitting my FINALS.

:(

-yx

ps. my flickr pro acount is expiring. Does anyone want to renew it for me? :) *hint*hint*hint* http://www.flickr.com/gift/ :D

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Exams have finally started, after a seven week wait from Easter break. I've always had a dislike for exams, I never never do well.. lol, there's so much untapped "potential" in me that it's not fair to actually sit in exams. I'd like to think I'd do so much better in real life, but maybe that's what everyone says. Aaahh.. exams how I loathe you. It's so hard to believe that three bloody years have gone by and undergraduate life is OVER.

I've six papers to sit for, Lina G (my housemate) has two whereas Syer (my other housemate) has none. I'm stressing out alone here people!

I seriously want to consider doing another degree after this, like full Mathematics or Engineering or something numeric. I've always been good with numbers, I'm horrid at essays. I'm struggling to remember why I've got accounting and finance under my belt in the first place - Oh yes, I wanted to be an accountant. Oh hell, I changed my mind...

Life feels like a big party and all you actually should be doing is having fun instead of wanting to collapse on the floor next to the computer labs. Hence the photo ;p

I have been in the Stewart Mason Building every day for over a week now, sometimes staying here until the early hours. In fact, it's 2am right now and I'm in here with Fifi, Tix, Mu'izz and BJ. I look like hell, as if I haven't slept in days (I have, but I only have about 4 hours of sleep per day.. so bb, when you get here - please don't run away, I'll look better once exams are over :)

I've been thinking about what I'd like to do once I've graduated. One of the options I've really been considering is joining the army - like boot-camp,-get-my-ass-whooped-and-crawl-in-the-mud join the army. I don't know what I'd be like if I worked under another person, I can't really picture it well because well, I prefer to lead as oppose to being lead. Maybe I could start up my own business - I think I'd make a good events orginiser (Lina and Syer think I ought to do weddings, I think I'd rather plan my own first thank you!~). Maybe I ought to think about all of this after exams..

Other than that, to all my friends that are graduating this year: Good luck you guys :) Time has gone by soooo fast.

love,
yx

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Please give me time and strength to get through my final year without prompting the idea of killing myself or better yet, cutting.

Please please please let me get through my final year with a bit of dignity and forgive me for all the sins I've done instead of studying.. I was trying to have a bit of a life but sometimes you forget that you need a balance and oh, I am imbalanced.

Please let me sleep when I need it and help me stay awake when it comes to Management Accounting & Controls and Advance Financial Accounting. We all know how it entertaining it can be but sometimes even entertainment has it's limits.

Please help me remember all those things said in lectures that would be useful in my exam instead of the funny and lame jokes my lectures have said. Oh but they were funny...

Please please please make me feel more ready than I sound.

O dear God, you'll be the first to know if I do anything that I might regret.

Save me.

love,
yasmin.