Will be back after doing a revamp + laptop fix.

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me.
I guess I'll go make my own way.
It's a circle, a mean cycle. I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury? What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, sentence me to another life.

When you swear it's all my fault, cause you know we're not the same.

I hate how I feel about you sometimes. Nine days til my project is due. Wish me luck. I don't think I'll be updating til then :)

So, in case I don't post by Eid.. Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin to all my muslim friends.. Eid Mubarak.

love,
y

I fell for you the night you saved my life.

from PostSecret

Between you and I, we both know what you've done for me and what you've changed for me for the better. My life in its whirlwind and you were there to stop me from spinning. You've kept my head up during days when I think I could no longer handle being me. You wiped away my tears when all I could think was that everyone wanted to see me fall. You held me and kept me steady whenever I felt someone pulled the rug from under my feet. You kept me sane through these perilous months. You kept me safe from the harsh words of others. You helped me stay strong, to keep my confidence up. I love you more than you will ever know. I fell for you the night you saved my life.Thank you.

I love this version of the song Bloodshot by Jack's Mannequin.

The clouds are on fire!

Random ten minute post.

I find it quite funny that people google me in order to find my website :-) That's effort for you. Thaaankks!!! Last week our washing machine broke down and today, I dragged myself out of the house (unwillingly!) to do laundry in town because I was running out of towels *cue gasp here*

Eventually, I have to get around to cleaning bed sheets (because I can't afford to buy new ones right now since I need to save up for my visa and deposit for a new apartment) and I've thrown out the old ones on request... hehe Mmmmmmmmm! Or I could just buy new ones. I hear Primark's got nice cheap ones.. or Tesco? idk! Can't decide.

I dyed my hair a dark shade of black/blue last week -- it's still bleeding but its eased up mostly. I look.. plain? Or emo might be the better word.. maybe I'm overthinking it. I think more towards goth especially when I wear my usual eyeliner. Ha. Mm! I also think I'm losing weight. idk, maybe. I don't know, maybe. The other good news is that my hair is now long enough to tie up... but not long enough to be in a bun. I miss my short hair :-( I'm tempted to chop chop chop chop my hair off.. but I promised I'd stop cutting my hair.

Oh. I did see my supervisor yesterday. I have a lot to write about. Ngeh? Thanks to all my wonderful friends who gave me their comments on my (very lacking) JavaScript skills :-) You guys are awesome. Insyallah, when I have the time I'll work on your suggestions and publish the work online for everyone to play with :-)

Also, someone said I've been quite.. disturbing lately with my posts. Ngah? Sorry! I tend to write how I feel or what I feel whenever. I don't really think whether or not it'll disturb anyone..

Hey! It's fasting month. Ramadhan Mubarak to all my Muslim friends.. and Selamat Hari Raya (that means Eid Mubarak to the rest of you :P), maaf zahir dan batin.. and happy birthday to the September babies (fadz, diya, iyra, livie, rairai, qiqi, babyamy, pheng seng and the rest of you on my facebook)

Okay. I have to get back to work now. I just wanted to ramble a bit.

Dissertation is due on the 21st of Sept! Come 22nd and I'll be UNEMPLOYED....

Hello working world.
I'm available :-)

-y

Quirky love

Quirky love, originally uploaded by tookoolforartschool.

I found this photo while surfing online, again something I thought I ought to share :-) I love photos with a million meanings. It's true when they say a picture is worth a thousand words. This for one can really exactly say what I've been saying to him all along.

I love you aGF6aXE= :)

Worked on my questionnaire stuff today for my project..and getting my dissertation moving along -- slowly but it'll get somewhere insyallah. I'm fasting today so as usual, my head is in a spin. :-s

I hope I remember to meet my supervisor tomorrow.

-y

Dear

Dear, originally uploaded by rissy.janée.

Once in a while, we'll find a photo that'll remind us of little things that keep us sane, alive and happy.

Today, I found this photo with the exact words of how I feel.

I love you.