Well the new layout is finally up. It's version 2 of /FALL, published with Avril Lavigne's Fall to Pieces in mind. Not my favourite colour, but it'll do. I refuse to say that the colour is pink, so let's stick with red and plum. I have called a number of people up today, not only to just get my facts straight.. but only to feel rejected and also feel like I've been slapped in the face. The things that have been happening for the past few days have been hurtful, disrespectful and dishonourable (edit: nah, happy now? :P). Despite the fact that there are moments when I have no idea to what people are referring to when they talk, because I don't think they really know as they're not the ones who feel others nor do they live in my shoes.
I wanted to call up the first person that occured in my mind, but realized that she would have no idea what I'm talking about. So screw that thought, and then I tried calling another person who I always turn to when I'm upset. Oh guess what? He's watching a movie. Sigh. It's okay, and you still don't know. Thank god for Yazie.. because he's always there.. although sometimes I forget that. I'm sorry when I do, it's not because I mean to. Hugs. Thank you for helping me pull through. I'm just so sick of everything right now, and even though school is ending next week.. I really don't want it to. It makes me sad when I think about it, because it will mean the end (and the actually graduation) of the 13J03's. That means, no more pestering George in study or break time, no more arguing with Pheng during break and lunch on why I should finish my meals, no more screaming out "HAZIE!!" to Hazie when she comes around.. It'll also mean no more bullying Atif =(( dude, that is so going to suck.
Another sad part? The UQJ04's are gone too =(( THEY ACTUALLY GRADUATED ALREADY. *sniff* No more Darryll, Athirah, Adibah, Alex, Brit. No more Athirah offering Yan Yan's at break.. no more annoying Adibah at whatever given time..hehehe :P But its okay, the UQA04's are still in JIS and they graduate the same time I do. bwahhaha =D
I was planning on going down to KB this weekend, but I'm still reconsidering it. I have two parties to go to this weekend, haha. Knowing me, I'm probably going to be indecisive and end up staying home, reading a book. Oh well, we'll see. I feel like playing basketball right now, though it's already in the middle of the night and my basketball ball is missing (it got stolen in MD..). I don't know why.. haha I've been playing a lot lately, especially this week. Basketball seems to be on my agenda every single day. That doesn't really matter though because I'm totally loving the sport. =)
I had my business mocks, once every week for the past two weeks. I got a nice B for my first paper and a comfy A in the second (even though my other teacher decided to mark me harshly and cut off like 3 marks..). It's funny though, because in the first paper I left out a whole question. I walked in late into the exam. Haha. =) The second mock was even sillier, I didn't understand a whole question. That killed about 15 marks or something. lol but it's all good~
I had my math mock, twice during this fortnight. One last week (on Tuesday) and one today. The one on Tuesday was scary though I still got a B on it. damn nice. Haha. But it was still silly because I felt like I didn't understand it. When I called Aimi up to ask about my paper, I asked her if our teacher had marked the right paper. Hahahahaha that's how unconfident I was. I think I did pretty badly in today's mock though. I am so screwed.
My tutor receieved an e-mail this morning, apparently my study teacher thinks I've been ditching my study periods. It's funny because I always show up to study period, and I never miss it. I was insulted when he e-mailed my tutor and said I've been ditching my study periods. baie kali. So I e-mailed him. I hope to god I didn't sound rude. but yeah, bari sasak.
Hakim lent me his white Nike bracelet. Haha. He wanted it back, and I was whiney. "Aku punya wah. baie kali". hehehehehe. awu wah, I'll give it back soon okays? =)
I called Yazid and Adeline today. hehe "I'm bored. SAVE ME". Unfortunately, one was still in Seria and the other was on the way to Gadong. Oh yes, I think I'll stay home this weekend and just sleep. god knows I need it.
I feel sulky.. and I miss looking at someone. who the hell invented crushes anyway. that boy in school. haiz.
luv luv,
yarz.
xxx
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