Thursday, January 12, 2006

We live on too many memories in mind.

I wonder if anyone actually notices what a ditz I can be. Today, right after filing my newly printed Accounting exam samples.. I was about to throw (in my mind) was a tissue paper, guess what almost went in the bin? My Finance & Accounting folder. Yup. Yasmin = ditz + absentminded.

So what's new? Last night I cried my eyes out while reading my boyfriend's old emails. :-( Call me sappy but it made me sad and miss home. God, I've only been here for a week and I already want to go home. My eyes are still bloodshot tonight, mind you, I might look like a fright. I feel really messed up right now, but I'm trying hard not to let it get to me. I am missing home and the feeling overwhelms me. I guess I could say that the crying did me good but then again, what do I know? What I know is that I have class the next day and there's no way I'm turning up with swollen eyes. Thankfully my face remained normal (guess the chemicals in my tears weren't sad enough) and I did go to my 11am math revision lecture.

To my disappointment, I won't be having my usual Friday Accounting lecture at 9am tomorrow :-( how sad. Oh Qi & Jit, I finally understand the damn demand and supply curves. I guess I should have read the text books earlier huh? :-) It's all clear to me now. I feel very much enlightened after reading only 1 chapter of 30pages and now I understand most of the things I've learnt in Microeconomics For Financial Studies, in fact, I expect to do alright when the exam comes along :-)

What did I do today? I cooked Salmon with Soy and Oyster sauce :-D It was delicious. The weird thing though, when I think about it, how come we never cooked salmon back home? :-O That's something I ought to try when I get back home, which is in about oh, 5 months. How. utterly. long.

Sometimes you always manage in one way or another remininsce about the past in to a conversation just like the long talk I had with Iz today. Life takes you up and down, but why do the downs want to occur every single time? Newton's third law: For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. You seriously cannot argue with that because that is what we understand of the world today. So every cloud has a silver lining (I'm not sure if that's suppose to be an optimistic view or not, someone elaborate on that please), and every dog has it's day.

The PEBL phone I've got rocks, but I'm not used to having a motorola. I switched the O2 simcard to my nokia phone and put my dstline in it instead ;-) my babe usually texts me at that number anyway, and I'm not using it much for outgoing calls.. just reading messages so it's alright. I'm finally learning what the hype is about bluetooth, yes I am about 2 years too late. How degrading of a gadget lover :-D Oops.


I got bored the other day and even after an announcement on deviantART that I'd be going missing for 4 weeks.. I lie :-) I've been on it everyday. How come when I think I don't have time to do my dA-ing, I have a heck load of time in my hands and when I decide to make time for it, I totally space out and forget all about its relevance in my life? TSK. Bad organisation. B-A-D. :-P I left my camera's battery charger at home :-( I don't really know how in the world I'm going to get it back. I have an uncle coming to UK in February. MMMM.. Nah. I can't do any photography until I get my camera back. So I guess my work will have to wait. Until I pass out.

Tomorrow's FRIDAY! I doubt I'll be going to my algebra revision lecture because I don't really know what to ask. From what I've learnt (or heard, from a Mr. Horne), the only thing you can do about maths is practice practice practice, because experience matters and will help you get through that puddle of numbers. >.<
My back's beginning to be a pain :-\ I don't really know why since I've never had any back problems before, but it's beginning to feel a bit painful at the spine, three quarters down. Maybe it's the way I sit or maybe I need to buy a cushion to support my back because this hard chair certainly isn't helping. I should get a computer chair or something, WITH WHEELS! o.o; weirdo.

Oh well. I'm done for now. I want to write some notes up.

love,
yasmin.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh. I haven't noticed. Not at all.

Heh heh heh.

j said...

I pretty much stopped reading after the supply and demand paragraph. I can't believe you find that hard to understand (well, glad you finally did!)

Next time, have cliff notes.

Anonymous said...

Hahaha~ x3 Aww~ Yas was emo XD

Work hard eh?

Well I like salmon only when I can't taste it... X3

LoL~ Blueteeths~ Waaa~ Organise la~ But I usually don't anyway XD~