It's week 10 in Loughborough, meaning in just two weeks time it's the winter break :-) My last day of class would be on Thursday morning (no tutorial that afternoon, yay!!), meaning I get a day off earlier than most people and my Saturday will be spent at the BSU Winter Games playing netball in the morning and cheering on my favourite boys in the afternoon.

I'm trying to think of a weekend when I didn't have anything to do with stepping out of the house. Being who I am keeps me busy, I'm glad for the distraction though because it keeps that feeling of loneliness at bay. I wouldn't recommend long distance relationships to anyone but then again, if you're determined to see it work, what's the harm in trying? I haven't seen my boyfriend for just over two months now, not a photo nor a glimpse. I have no idea what he's suppose to look like now that he claims he's been hitting the gym. I don't know what to expect and we've made a £500 bet that I hope I lose to because I do want him to win the bet.

I miss my Sunday mornings with him when we'd eat out or take a walk to town and just take the view in. My second year was beautiful because he was around for all of it. Now third year, I just have to live with the fact that phone calls to him cost me £0.05 per minute and will be expensive if I did it every day. So I don't.

I know the photos I've been posting up have been of crap-quality but it's because my camera is unfunctional at the moment... because I can't find the charger. It's in my room somewhere, I know it is because I've used it before, except now I can't find it and I haven't a clue of where I left it. My room is a disaster area, especially my study desk. It's this huge mess with papers, make up and what not. Hopefully I'll be able to get this room sorted out after my exams, I can't wait. 59 days til exams are over.

Sometimes I think I'm a bit too blunt and I end up hurting people's feelings but I think sometimes they know I don't mean to hurt their feelings it's just how I am? But then again, maybe it's me who's being over sensitive?

random things;

1. I ordered a pizza from pizza hut today. My craving for pizza has been satisfied.
   
2. On Wednesday, my housemates, some friends and I should be having lunch at EHB. yay, first one this term.
   
3. I have a burn on each wrists from my cake baking and I wear them like they're my medals.
   
4. I have too much faith in people but that's because sometimes people just don't have enough faith in themselves that I end up making up for it :-)
   
5. Today I learnt about encryptions in Number Theory. That was a cool topic. I can encrypt and decrypt messages by using a math theorm. How awesome is that?

love,
yasmin.