There's so many things I'd like to say - so many I wish I could say. I don't like feeling the way I do now - not because I've started the motion of feeling sad - it's the idea that I feel pathetic. I always believed that people shouldn't show that they are weak - hence the reason why I don't blog when I'm feeling down.
Today, I feel like I have no one to talk to, no one to turn to. I feel alone. I don't like being back in Brunei, but at least I'm back and I'm with my parents. I'm barely talking to my bestfriends, I don't hang out at cafes. I just don't know what to do anymore, so I'm blogging.
I give up. I accept life as it is and I hope no one bothers me and my thoughts anymore.
aku terima.
now can you take this fucking pain away?
3 comments:
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can you help me take the fucking pain away too?:)
hugs. come back yas, u know we're here for u. well, ill be here if u need to talk. or not talk. i heard distraction's a good way to suppress pain away. smooches!
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