Nothing make's me prouder than the feeling of belonging once again. Over the past year, I've learnt who my friends are, who'll stand up for and to me when it's needed. I love the fact that almost anything can be discussed without shame, and I love them for being everything that they are.
Most people walk in and out of your lives like paperwork. They're there for a period of time, being there for you.. but it's always for a period of time. Then the friendship bridge either breaksdown or burns, and all you've got left are memories.
My bestfriends and I, we've burned and broken down our bridges over and over -- and yet still manage to rebuild them. I suppose in a way thats your way of knowing that they're your friend for life. Haha. On a sadder note, sometimes, some friendships can be poisonous. Sometimes friends can drain your energy out until you can take no more.. and sometimes, that's when you ought to be strong enough to walk away.
I've got a few friends who are like that. I'm still friends with them mind you. Regardless of the number of times I've tried to walk away, I've somehow pulled myself back into their lives and they begin to drain me again. I've cried countless nights, fought endless pains just to be okay with them again -- but now, you question, was it all worth it?

The Battle of the BruSocs was played over the weekend -- BruManch and BruWick came along to Loughborough for a few friendlies. It was a shame that BruWick wasn't able to send a netball team because I was looking forward to playing with them again. DG played along for the day -- our only loss of the day was to BruManch by 1 point. That was a bigger shame because we were leading 4-2 in the first half. Other that that, the other two matches were played against LufBru Shuffle and LufBru Remix -- both were played well and the girls had fun =) We had a bonding session (yet again!) at my place over bread pudding and nasi goreng.
Syer and I went to London the same evening to see my mum the next day. We stayed at Brunei Hall over night and the next morning got picked up and went to mum's hotel. I'm sure Syer's learnt by now, where I get my forgetfulness from. I'm notorious for leaving my phone anywhere, my keys nowhere and at times, my wallet at home. So. On the day Syer finally gets to hangout with my mum and I, my mother accidently leaves her handbag in the car we were in. Hehe. I, on the other hand, did not forget anything for once :-P

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Dang Ganazz! :D
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