How come?

I remember sitting on this very table and knocking my drink up to the point of toppling over with my elbow. Luckily for me (all four times), the mug managed to just take a small angular dip and spill less than 15 ml of water (maybe I'm exaggerating with the measurement bit.. But you have an idea of what I'm saying, don't you?). I must have spilled on a number of papers/books over my life as a klutzy teen. I'm in the thinking process, and it's hard to believe I'm turning 18 in just three months.. The point of my whole paragraph is that life might be like my mug when I hit it with my elbow.. Just when it's about to topple over, it comes back to its normal position and doesn't spill all its liquid contents. Meaning, just because you've lost something (i.e. in the mug's case, a little bit of water), doesn't mean you've lost everything.

I'm a loser when it came to up front confrontation, and I can never usually gather the right words in limited time without letting the words that spill out of my mouth sound idiotic. I hate it when I don't really understand what's going on in another person's perspective because they might not be seeing things the way I am. I hate the misunderstandings that I'm currently facing because I don't know nor have a clue of what's actually happening or going to happen for that matter. Bleh. Dilemmas.

Despite the fact that I might loathe pink, I had a weird time the other day. I guess the photo might be self-explainotory. :) Post-break-up-syndrome.

That, my lovelies, might be the only time I'll wear pink.. and this stuff occurs like once every month/two months ;P

I have a layout that will be up by the end of this week/early next week. School just started today for me, and I'm already suffering from exhaustion. Saw about half my accounting marks (of my latest Budgetary test), which sucked.. I'm on an edge of wanting to re-do my whole test..but I won't because my brain is still in shock from waking up so early this morning. My AS Accounting results came through alright last week though, I managed to get an A. I wasn't convident with the paper, though I don't recall venting much about it. My Mechanics 1 paper, in case no one remembers, I snagged a D the first time. And guess what? I got a high B! I was two marks off an A on this modular, which bombed.. haha I'm just relieved I jumped two grades :)

The guys has two basketball matches today. One for the Under 15's and one for the Over 15's. It's suppose to be for some sort of ISB Bball tourney. I'm not sure if the girls are involved, and if we are.. we haven't practiced since December. Hrr.. I time and score kept (keeped?) for both games. The U15's lost, 32-19 where as the O15's played an awesome 48-38, to JIS's favour.

We've been having a lot of family functions at my house nowadays. I'm finally going to spend time with my favourite cousins this weekend, we're watching a movie at the mall and then gonna play bball at Ayie's house.

Ahh.. I'm out.

xx