Thoughts lead to distraction.. And distraction leads to thoughts of you.

There are too many thoughts going on in my head these days, possibly because it's that time of the year when there are many new things are just waiting to happen, although they're not. It’s just close at hand, lurking in the dark.. waiting for the right moment to pounce out and totally swipe you off your feet. It’s weird, but real. The whole situation is overwhelming. I don’t know what I’m talking about.

I was thinking about beauty competitions and events like it, and I remember watching Ms. Congeniality (SP?), and how most of the contestants were like, "I hope for world peace" bla bla, and the judges soak it up like a sponge. Do people really think about that? I wonder how the world would really be if everything was just dandy? It'd be one helluva boring place. Haha.

If a girl meets a guy, and he says all this gibberish about saving the world and is totally ambitious about his future and what he’s done, etc but you can see he's talking bullcrap, how come the girl doesn't see it? How come she eats it up like she would eat a yummy Mum's bakery Chocolate Fudge cake? I get annoyed when I hear the guys talk to their girls about things they never really have done, and how gullible with big eyes O_O the girls are in believing them. Oh what was that again? If he loves me, he won't lie. Please. Been there, done that.

That was a mean paragraph, I’m sorry if I offended anyone. I was just reading these novels (love stories, you know how they are), and I’m annoyed how the girls in the book or the guys for that matter can’t see how stupid and fickle they are when it comes to that person they’re dating. It’s always boy meets girl, but has a best friend and is actually secretly in love with the best friend, and she loves him. BUT they’re both in denial. AAAHH. It’s a sin, but yet a pleasurable one because I bloody enjoy reading these books, knowing very well that my life can never be anything like it. It isn’t a chick flick anymore, and it’s losing all that drama. I could write about my life story, but as soon as we pass the 14th age, my life stopped being dramatic. It’s not a bad thing, nevertheless it makes up a new meaning for the word dull

I’d like to defenestrate my physics notes and some teachers that keep popping up in my head. Ahh..

Fiz is back from KL, Yazid is back from China. Yayes. Thank god they’re both okay since they were supposed to go to Thailand for NYE.

oh, and my kick ass koala, Marc/Mark says hi.