18 tomorrow..

I'm working on my AS Business Studies unit 3 case study because I'm re-sitting that paper due to a very bad grade. Sigh, exams are just over a month away. We've got 8 weeks of school left, and yes.. I just started school today and I'm already counting. I'm GRADUATING SIXTH FORM.

In my head, I'm doing cart-wheels.. but at the same time, I feel sad. I don't really want to leave school. University. Oh big woord.. Never mind university, not now anyway because:
Exams first = actual results = place in university.
Which university though? Sigh. Exams. Mocks are happening every week. Revision is already happening in accounting because we finished our syllabus back in February. I have to redo some exam papers and look over my mock paper. blah. We're still working our way through chapter 3 in Maths P3, but we've done ever other chapter except chapter 6. God.. Exams are so close. How are we going to revise Mechanics 2 in time? My. God. As for business studies, it's revision.. revision.. refresh your memory.. mocks every week. Unit 5, then unit 6.. unit 5 then unit 6.. blah....... we call it 'demotivating' because it boring and repeatative..

I got an offer to design the sixth form graduation ball (note: it's graduation ball, not your ball. it's the graduator's ball.. not yours). I'm pondering about on it. I wonder if I'll get paid *grins* Ah, that's not at the top of my list of worries anyway. My top worry is my P3 maths.. @#$%!!!!!

I turn 18 tomorrow, woop-tee-doo.. I'm not really sure what I'm doing. I just want to spend time with the person I love, go home.. and sleep. Another day will be over.. and oh, I'm 18 :) I want to drive a car. The weekend, I might just have a little party.. or not. I'll have to think about that. I don't want to feel obligated to invite people just because because.. I wish aQilah, Yazid and Lina were in Brunei though, then I'd really have to plan a party ;P I miss you guys :) mwah..

So, good night..

xx