I suppose I could say I'm not in the most idealistic moods right now. I feel like crying actually. One would be due to the irritation I'm feeling with the people who 'fixed' angel13 because they removed MS FrontPage. They pissed me off the week before because they removed Adobe Photoshop and Image ready (but I got that back). My latest discovery is the missing MS FrontPage from angel's system. bloody hell.
Another reason why I'm feeling this way would be that I want to cry, and just cry until there are no more tears that want to come out from my eyes. I have been holding in my need to cry for a while now, even with people saying things I wish they didn't, I am yet to just cry.
Three weeks today will be the Sixth Form Grad Ball. Nyeh to that. Sif.
Anyway. What has been happening? As I've mentioned, the non-stop mock exams we've been having have been stressing me out. I might just break down from the mass exam mood, and I wish I could just take the week off and sleep.
I'm suffering from stress symptoms I suppose. I wake up in the middle of the night, like clockwork. Either that, or I can't fall asleep til midnight. I have to be awake by 5:30A to get to school on time or suffer the consequences that teachers seem to threaten us with non-stop.
We've got tons of new school rules. I'm just thankful I only have four weeks of school left because if I had to endure another year of being there I'd just simply die. I'm not saying that it's a bad school or anything, but I think we're beginning to push ourselves into hell zone. Study time is maximized for students; other schools who are doing the same syllabus are on study leave. o.o I don't get what they're doing other than stretching a student's ability that can't be pulled any further.
Student individuality is pulled away, making everyone just clones of one another. I'm sick of it. Blah. Four weeks.I just think it's crazy. but that's my opinion. School is messing me up.
Now I really feel like crying.
Happy birthday 18th Rz.. =)
Saturday, April 30, 2005
One month to go.
Exams start on the 6th of June. OH MY GOD. Just over a month to go. I just want to get them all done and over with. And to Hazie who I dearly love, the oral exam went pretty well thank you :) We talked about the books I've read recently i.e. Tuesdays with Morrie and the Five people you meet in Heaven. They're both written by the same author, Mitch Albom.. both books are reading materials that my two examinors have not read. har
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Damn... They're really dishing out crap like there's no tomorrow eh? For some reason, going around telling everybody "I told you so" isn't really gonna cut it this time :-P. I've known deep down inside that JIS was a gilded authoritian hell-hole.
Still, hang in there. You've only got a short while left and then its university, completely different ballgame altogether. Heck, I joined in on a student rally downtown last Thursday, even if it was just for the free Frenzal Rhomb show :-P.
Good luck in your exams and all the best.
it's been a long time since i read ur post.how're you doin these days, not feeling miserable anymore? btw, happy belated birthday, sorry it's a month late and good luck with the exams..:)
*pats yasmin on the shoulder*
(because of her stress)
um, btw:
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/17791836/
poor Mr H ^^;;
*pats Mr H's "Slave" sign*
- Hazie
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