Adeline's left Brunei. I didn't get to send her off because I didn't have transport and I was at UBD playing netball. I know I'll miss her and knowing that she's not around to pester me when she's bored feels so depressing. Fuh. I ought to be feeling guilty about not going to the airport to send her off, but I'm not because I know she's going to be fine in Perth. I know Eddie's going to be there to take care of her, I'm just sorry I couldn't give her a final hug on her first time leaving Brunei to continue her studies. :-) I love you darling, you're going to do great things in Perth. Play basketball there, join societies.. kick ass. I love you. xx

I've been bumming around at home, doing nothing. I've come to a realisation that I actually need to do something with my life other than go out, have drinks, go to the gym, play netball, eat out. I sound like I have too much of a social life, but how come I'm always feeling discontent? How come when J5 asks me, "are you happy?" I can never say yes? I'm just lost for words.

I wrote three pages of thoughts on my way here on the plane from UK, I gave them away for other people to read. If I typed it all out on my laptop, more than half of it would never ever reach anyones eyes. Haiz. I duno. Banyak fikir lah.

Okay. Dah akhir. I'm exhausted from playing netball everyday this week.

love,
yasmin.
xxxx