I was going to write a letter to myself last night but I ended up writing it to Fol instead. My throat doesn't feel so great, and I've been coughing since yesterday's early evening. It says ten am on my clock, and yet I still feel like I should climb back into bed. I wanted to think about me and my life.. but the thing is, depression only hits me when it's close to exam time. Maybe it's because I'm procrassinating, I really just want exams to be done and over with. But you never feel like you've studied enough, something is bound to come out and you really don't know how to answer it or where to begin.

I hate exams that happen in the middle of the school year, it's not fun. You have December holidays and then you're back in Uni for exams. Fuh. I shouldn't hate, I know. It's just not my idea of an "ideal" exam situtation, especially when they happen right after Christmas "holidays". Blah. I'm whining when I should be studying.

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