I really don't need to think about some things -- but sometimes it can't be helped. It's just me, I think about everything and anything. Problems that effect my friends, affect me. Haha, honestly I shouldn't. I care too much hence, I get affected. It's like a bloody infection that spreads over me and then as a result, I think about it (probably too much) and I ponder on it.
There's this one person here who wasn't even subtle about not talking about me. Can you say asshole? Makes you think though, how can one person you helped sort out their goddamn life drop you like that? I know their secrets, reasons why he's always lashing out -- I know it all. So why the sudden 360 turn around? Maybe some friendships are more important than others, I don't know. All I know right now, is that I'm sick of it and I hope they suffer in their conquest to keep me away.
I am water clogged. I'm on a sudden health kick but it doesn't help because I got a box of Millie's cookies calling my name out downstairs -- no, I didn't buy it but I did ask for it. Ahh, what I wouldn't give to turn back into the shape I was four years ago. I suppose now I just have to work harder for it. I ran into my housemate at the gym -- she goes to work out and I go to have that swim I've been having every morning. Siuk lah, because I don't know anyone and no one knows me so I can just swim without talking to anyone. But god it took me a while to get out of bed this morning, I had to force myself to go to the pool, telling myself if I still don't feel like swimming when I get there, I can do. Hahaha works =))
My new module on Computer Systems started today. Learnt about binary numbers (awu, aku iski!!!) and the history of computers. The module's completely 100% class test which is in 3 weeks so my concerntration levels should be well and rested by then.
My hand's healed nicely by the way. Just two funny looking lines on my palm and other than that, it looks okay? :-D I've been busy as hell, gotta get work done. I love my new course =)
Anyway. talk soon.
There's this one person here who wasn't even subtle about not talking about me. Can you say asshole? Makes you think though, how can one person you helped sort out their goddamn life drop you like that? I know their secrets, reasons why he's always lashing out -- I know it all. So why the sudden 360 turn around? Maybe some friendships are more important than others, I don't know. All I know right now, is that I'm sick of it and I hope they suffer in their conquest to keep me away.
I am water clogged. I'm on a sudden health kick but it doesn't help because I got a box of Millie's cookies calling my name out downstairs -- no, I didn't buy it but I did ask for it. Ahh, what I wouldn't give to turn back into the shape I was four years ago. I suppose now I just have to work harder for it. I ran into my housemate at the gym -- she goes to work out and I go to have that swim I've been having every morning. Siuk lah, because I don't know anyone and no one knows me so I can just swim without talking to anyone. But god it took me a while to get out of bed this morning, I had to force myself to go to the pool, telling myself if I still don't feel like swimming when I get there, I can do. Hahaha works =))
My new module on Computer Systems started today. Learnt about binary numbers (awu, aku iski!!!) and the history of computers. The module's completely 100% class test which is in 3 weeks so my concerntration levels should be well and rested by then.
My hand's healed nicely by the way. Just two funny looking lines on my palm and other than that, it looks okay? :-D I've been busy as hell, gotta get work done. I love my new course =)
Anyway. talk soon.
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