Happy four years sayang :)

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Us at our one month in advance dinner at Satay House, London. 

Four years ago, on this day, I met a character who would not tell me how "hot" I was; instead he'd always use the words beautiful, affectionate, loving. He was Saifol. He wore a tight black shirt with a black cap which covered most of his forehead. We were in Taurean, Kiulap and I was having lunch with Mimi, Aqilah, Yazid, Zeerah, Alim, my sister and so on. I had kolomee and shared a buttermilk toast with my sister. He had nothing :p

This was the day that marked a lot of things; one) I was scared because he was much older than me; two) I seriously didn't want a relationship at the time :p but we got along and lo' and behold. Four years on, you are still the antidote to my pain and you are still sometimes the cause of my pain. I love you. More than words can ever say, you are the light of my life.

Although I will never really be sure of the day we actually claimed each other as boyfriend and girlfriend -- we sure started acting like it the day you grabbed my hand :p I am not ashamed of who I am, and all the things I've done and I'm happy that you can accept me as I am now. I can happily say that I accept everything that you are, were and everything you will become. Without a doubt, you are the only one for me.

Thank you for putting up with me during my worst decisions, through all the things I regret now. I know, without doubt, that loving you is something that will never stop. My heart belongs to you and I hope you know that you are without a doubt, the only one who can make me happy through these many years that we will be spending together. I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with you and I hope you feel the same way too.

Happy anniversary my love. May god bless us with many more years to come.

I love you.

-Yasmin
xxx