She lies down on her airbed, breathing softly. She feels drained from all the energy sucking culprits of her life. It's occured to her that her life is a vicious circle, forever going around to the same problems and she faces them all the same too. We can all guess that's probably why the same problem pops up like those annoying ads we get when we open a website.
She tries to breathe but it feels like a stab too soon. Her mind constantly moves forward, thinking. thinking. thinking. She has not cried. She can't bring herself to cry. She is too proud. Nothing seems right and yet, she manages that smile when asked. She'll smile for you, she won't falter in that department.
Frustration. Hurt. Anger.
Those words play in her head like a silly playlist. Calm calm calm she chants to herself.
Is it helping?
She tries to breathe but it feels like a stab too soon. Her mind constantly moves forward, thinking. thinking. thinking. She has not cried. She can't bring herself to cry. She is too proud. Nothing seems right and yet, she manages that smile when asked. She'll smile for you, she won't falter in that department.
Frustration. Hurt. Anger.
Those words play in her head like a silly playlist. Calm calm calm she chants to herself.
Is it helping?
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