She sits and stares at the ceiling. Things just got too much for her to handle on her own. She wonders if this will finally bury her along with her fears. Nothing seems to be right, there's an empty space which waits to be filled inside of her. She sighs, wishing she could simply hide and pretend that it never happened.
She wishes, oh she wishes so hard that she'd never came in the first place. She wishes her heart didn't beat so much for anything, she wishes that she felt nothing.
Her heart lied to her, it's not true.
It's not true.
It's not true.
Everything tortures her, the words feel like a sting, a slap and another hurtful sound that seems to shatter her eardrums. The pain becomes bearable for a while.. it's time for another drink.
Oh.
Help.
She wishes, oh she wishes so hard that she'd never came in the first place. She wishes her heart didn't beat so much for anything, she wishes that she felt nothing.
Her heart lied to her, it's not true.
It's not true.
It's not true.
Everything tortures her, the words feel like a sting, a slap and another hurtful sound that seems to shatter her eardrums. The pain becomes bearable for a while.. it's time for another drink.
Oh.
Help.
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