Dear God,

I don't like to question the things I've faced, and when I do -- I resolve that you would know better than I do at what I'm to overcome or run away from. You know how to test me. You know how to keep me strong, and I know that you also know how to break me.

For the rest of this month, all I'll ask is for this final project to go smoothly, for my tendancy to procrastinate to go away so I'm able to finish this project more quickly, for you to keep my thoughts calm and I'll also ask that you keep my family and those I love safe and happy.

I'm asking because I don't know where else to go, who else to turn to and when I come to times of trouble, it's always you I turn to in the end when I no longer have the energy to fight or keep up with these internal mind battles I have with myself.

Please again, like you did last year for my finals when I had to go through things that I didn't think were fair on me, give me strength to keep my head up.

Please allow me to keep smiling and think happy thoughts, and hopefully a good out come..

Please God, help my heart from feeling the pain I face every morning when I know I can not be near those that I love.

Amin.