When you try out something new, and you like it.. you don't know how long it'll feel that way, you don't know how long it'll last. You just don't know. But it never hurts to try. Personally, I think I'd rather crash and burn trying something that I've never done than never go through it at all (I resolve to try paintball next year...... provided no one shoots me in the chest :-S I cringe just thinking about it). Anyway. I admit I don't like doing things that I'm sure I won't be good at. Why go through the effort when you know you suck? I suppose it doesn't help when those around you aren't exactly shouting words of encouragement. Sigh.
My problem right now is that I am given the right words. I know I'm capable.. but I'm also unbelievably lazy. I need to work. Work goddamnit. I don't make a big deal of what I've done but there will always be a few things that I'm proud of. I miss the old days back in 2003, when we were all home.. doing stuff together. It's hard to believe we've all grown out of that, but we've remained friends. Well, most of us anyway. :-)
Loughborough's back to being sunny today. I'm ecstatic. Maybe I'll actually get around to cleaning my room and putting a few things away in boxes. Except I forgot where I put the duct tape. Hmm. I should start packing, ought to pack like I'm moving out. I think I'll wait til Taufiq and Lina's stuff has moved out because I wouldn't want to go through the pain of carrying my boxes down. :-S Gosh. Four years. Time flies. I still have so much junk. Haha.
Today.. has been two months since I first told how I felt. Thank you for the roses habib. Life is beautiful. x
My problem right now is that I am given the right words. I know I'm capable.. but I'm also unbelievably lazy. I need to work. Work goddamnit. I don't make a big deal of what I've done but there will always be a few things that I'm proud of. I miss the old days back in 2003, when we were all home.. doing stuff together. It's hard to believe we've all grown out of that, but we've remained friends. Well, most of us anyway. :-)
Loughborough's back to being sunny today. I'm ecstatic. Maybe I'll actually get around to cleaning my room and putting a few things away in boxes. Except I forgot where I put the duct tape. Hmm. I should start packing, ought to pack like I'm moving out. I think I'll wait til Taufiq and Lina's stuff has moved out because I wouldn't want to go through the pain of carrying my boxes down. :-S Gosh. Four years. Time flies. I still have so much junk. Haha.
Today.. has been two months since I first told how I felt. Thank you for the roses habib. Life is beautiful. x
6 comments:
you're back! i kept checking back for updates and thought you wouldn't update for awhile more and you did :p
i love the new layout! wordpress has so much limitations when it comes to layouts, i somewhat miss blogskins :p
hehe. ive been soooo busy with work and breakups. haha. I'll be updating more often.. especially since I don't have much to do here nowadays :D
yeah, i can't be bothered to make my own layout thesedays.. its very embarassing. hahaha
:( hope it wasn't too heartbreaking for you though breakups are always heartbreaking in some way..
since you'll be updating more often, guess i'll be adding you to my list of dailies :D
hehe cool, i'll add you back :) x
my domain's expiring and i'm changing names soon so don't have to link back to my blog yeah, plus i'm not too comfortable having people i don't know read my stuff. paranoid much :p haha..
ohyes, i forgot to mention. i want to try paintballing too! i'm chicken shit when it comes to these 'adventurous' things, but i still want to try. haha.
hehe no worries =)
yeaaah, im worried abt the bruises that come with paintball..and the mud. LOL but i promised that i'll try it... one day. just not any time soon. hahaha I'm too scared!!
Post a Comment