Call me out..

I messed up the layout the other day. Sorry~ and since my PC got reformatted, I can't be bothered to try and get the codes back. So here's an emergency layout from Blogger =)

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

whoah, I can't believe it's 730pm already. I just got home less than an hour ago from school. The guys had a basketball match against ISB. hehe Leo helped me with the time/score keeping :) But before that, Pheng, Bong, Michelle W. and I went to Aimi's house for Raya. Hehe. Ate, a lot. kanyang lah XP

Haha. Yes, I'm so bored. I've run out of funds.. internally. My lack of internal sources of finance (hahaha hello business students) means lack of buying things, lack of everything ..haha lunch included :S I think I better start saving money. Leaving for KL soon, in exactly a week from tomorrow. I don't know why, but it seems like I've lost my excitement for it (not that I was that enthusiastic about it the last time). I love basketball, there's no doubt about that. It's become my number one favourite sport.. Bowling has gone down a rank because I don't bowl anymore =( It's sad to see such a nice sport along with talent (hehe XP) go down the drain~

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

I volunteered to tutor Leo in accounting (duno eh..haha), but promised Alisa the same thing ages ago..hahaha but she hasn't asked me anything..so I'll wait til she does. I'm gona watch shutter with Yazidy and Hazie this weekend =) I was going to go down to KB to celebrate Chris's 17th birthday, but I have no transport.. Sorry darling =( I can't go. I wish I could though.

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

I got off the phone with Yazid A. a while ago, being the bitch that he is (HAHAHA sorry wah), insisted I come over with Aimi for Hari Raya. XP School night wah. I have to do homeworrkkkk.. maybe friday aights? :D :D :D :D

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

I wish I could have a whole day where I could just sit and recollect my thoughts. Life is like a huge balloon that eventually goes down flat because of the microscopic holes in the plastic.. even when the knot is tied as tight as it can be. I'm tired, exhausted even. Demands from teachers never let up, it's a wonder how we can keep up. I wonder if they really mean it when they say we're not suppose to have a social life.. that's just plain ignorant. I don't know. I think they're just kidding, but it makes you wonder if there's any truth in it. They want you to make an effort in life, make yourself become social? how the hell are we suppose to do that when everything (even the bloody weekend) involves homework. blehhhhh..

Love,
yarz
xxx.