I think of myself as selfish, when I decide upon something that would benefit me.. even if it's something I know that can make me happy. Is that even ethical? Once in a while, I'll tell the world to screw itself because I know I deserve to be happy every now and then (and I will mention this over and over again when I decide upon something that makes me happy). Being depressed doesn't get me anywhere, and being happy would only lead me to getting high expectations and hope.. once again, eventually I would burn down and simply fall.
It sucks when you don't really know what you want in life. I didn't really know what to do tonight, skipping school today wasn't really an option. It just happened. I didn't wake up, I didn't do anything. I would have and should have studied for my Pure Math 3 test tomorrow, along with my capital appraisal test. Bleh. We have another open house tonight at my house. Thanks to everyone who came last night.. =)
I have a new layout coming up, with a lot of help from nizam on the cam portal and some comments from people I'm close to. hehe hopefully it'll be something a lot like my other layouts, but different (that didn't make sense). I made three display images for myself on my msgner.. I have a weird thing for scripes now. It looks so cool. Which reminds me, I have to download my yahoo msgner soon.
I have my little cousin in my room. She looks a lot like me when I was a kid, and that's just scary. Haha. I think my family's worried she might turn in to me one day, HAHA the other side of me, or so my smart-ass cousins say. Whatever that means ;p
I joined LJ the other day, along with DeviantArt just yesterday. Yes, I'm jobless. Sue me. I need to renew uA.org's subscription.. (yes it's that time of year again..). La de dah.
love,
yarz.
xxx
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