I've got netball at 5, was suppose to go out with Randy but I guess he had better plans :-P Funnily enough, I can't remember what I did yesterday except go out with Aimi and Lina for drinks. Haha. Lina managed to convince me to join a gym, and that's $180 gone for the next 6-7 weeks. Haiz. Oh I know, I went to see Hads and we had lunch with his cousins and my sister.

so, it's tuesday. what am I doing? I still sleep late like after 1am and close to 4am.. I just can't sleep. There are too many things going on in my head, like me trying to figure out ways to make myself feel satisfied here.. I don't know. I'm restless. I guess back in UK, I didn't have to worry about what time I came back to my room, etc.. just as long as I got back. I can't even make my own decisions here because no one trusts me to. I need to get away from here, everyone's stressing me out with everything they say.. I'm pressured so much that I feel like I want to explode. Everyone is getting on my nerves and it sucks. I want to get out of here for a while.

Nya.