I'm wondering.

I sat for my AQA business papers about three hours ago. The first paper was at 5:30pm til 6:30pm. I can shamefully say that I messed that paper up, because I took long doing the calculation question.. and somehow didn't get enough time to answer the last two questions. Sigh. It sucks, but hopefully I made up for it in my Unit 2 and Unit 3 papers with the ScrewLoose Ltd case study. I'm listening to Hoobastank - The Reason. I remember agreeing with Reza that this was a great song..and that we both liked the group. I wonder what else we have in common. hehe =)

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I'm really hungry right now, I don't really know why because I just ate some pieces of bread. I ate up a bag of Lays Salt and Vinegar potato chips during the exam breaks just now with Kenneth. I've been chatting with Brandon, Khalid and Yazid. Someone said this to me about 10 minutes ago, it's cheered me up like crazy because I'm feeling a bit depressed with how everything is going on around me: "you know i really love you.. more then most of your crappy boyfriends prolly have XD and if you're still not married in 20 yrs, and neither am i, i'll be hitting on you.. by then, give me a chance yea? XD XD" heheh, only God knows who said that to me..ehe =) I'll give it some thought okay? haha 20 years, fat chance sweetie ;P

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I wonder if its the same for everyone about the changes in their lives. Here I am, learning and trying not to blame myself about the things that have been happening to me and other people. Here I am, just simply struggling. Here I am, empty and completely apart from the person I'd like to be and who I really am.

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I wonder if every teenage girl goes through the various stages of confusion, frustration and anger? Nah, I'm not angry. In many ways, I feel a bit content.. and maybe a little bit frustrated. I feel like crying actually, and I let out a lot of things just now..that I think I mean. No, not think. I know I mean. I'm risking a step, but who cares. I wouldn't do it unless I know it'll benefit me.. In a year's time, I see us.. happy, sitting down at our favourite cafe, drinking and laughing. So am I wrong to take that risk or even take a chance of being happy again?

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I probably don't make any sense right now throughout the whole post.. but never mind, that's one title wasted =P dum de dum. I miss you baby =D