I keep thinking things are going to be okay, that I'll get over my pain and emotions eventually. I keep thinking that, and the more I think about it.. the more indenial I sound. Screw it lah. I'm not over anything, I know I've started taking those small baby steps.. but every step I take forward, I'd end up taking two steps back. In the end, I'm somehow back where I started.. and when I get the strength to move on again, I'll wind up doing the same thing and hurting the people I love and care about.
Maybe you're not getting a thing what I'm saying because you don't know the story behind it.. and I don't think you should.. this post isn't dedicated to everyone.. its for a someone..
I want to be happy..but staying this way is all that there is to it.. it's just going to hurt me more if we just continue on as nothing's wrong.
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Thanks for msging darl =) Hope u feel better soon. xoxo
hmm, here's a random comment on this entry. i dont get you. im pretty sure we all know who exactly you're talking about. and being someone who reads your blogs quite frequently, i must say that you are actually being a hypocrite to your words. first you tell the world that you have moved on but in fact you still post up notes like this saying you are still depressed about this situation which you are still dwelling upon. and possibly on the outside (as i would read) you actually act like this bubbly person. i spose the weird thing about this whole thing and which i m thinking differently of is that, you just keep saying you've moved on from this place but when memories haunt you, you drive yourself back again here. which i kinda think is backstepping on the words you've tried so hard to establish.
i dunno, this is just a comment on what i'm thinking. i think ,maybe you should actually try and get yourself sorted out. if its not worth it to stay here, then u shudnt see a reason why you shudnt move on. and from what i do know, i think its best that you actually do leave this place.
some things are easier said than done, few people understands that. i might not know her that well, but she got my respect. it's not easy to move on without some things hanging at your back, but you've got to try to work it out. juz hang in there..
R.E.S.P.E.K.T.A lol. *peace* wth? You're smelly yas. sniff sniff. hehe love you. i[heart]poo. Bye bye tra la la monkey.
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