I am in a dilemma... and I'm not sure what to do with it. I'd ring up the boyfriend, but I'm pretty sure it's 5am back home. I'm doubtful that anyone would want to talk to me in my hours of need. So, it's either I have always been emotional or it's just my harmone's acting up because I really feel like crying right now.
I got back from London a few hours of two. I had the pleasure of meeting someone new last night, and she was a delight. I spent Friday and Saturday night staying over at Brunei Hall (BH), lusting over some magazines, making random phone calls to Singapore, eating at Satay house with Moans :-), going for morning coffee at Starbucks, taking the bus to Bayswater, getting lost at Bank Station, going to London Dungeon.. =) yarr zeechan, I did go :-)
A girl isn't really a shoppaholic until you show her the REAL places to shop. I met my match at Debenams. God, I wish I had money to spend my heart's content, but that would also mean eating cup noodles for the rest of the term. Soo.. All good things must wait. NYAR. I wish someone would give me money :-( I am guilty of overspending.. all the time. I don't know how I keep my head afloat... or my money for that matter.
With just over £40 to spend for the rest of the month, I'm pretty sure I'm going to end up losing weight and come back to Brunei looking like a damn stick because of the whole studying/exam process. I have just over a month until exams finish.. and about eight weeks of staying in UK time. I want to go home as soon as I can to be honest. My exam's finish on the 14th of June. I wish it were sooner.
I called home today, just to say hi to my dad.. :-) I miss both my parents. It's weird living alone, and not being able to see them as often as I would like. It's different because I can't just go into their room and say, "can I have some money to buy this top I saw at [insert shop's name here]?" Over here, I actually have to keep my money for just-in-case uses. :-( No pretty tops because I just simply can't afford it.. for the moment anyway.
The boyfriend was glad to talk to me today but I got all weepy.. just because I missed him. I haven't really cried about the whole seperation thing until today. I guess when you go some place where it's full of memories of where you've spent time together..it just makes it harder to hold it all in. Let's just hope that over time that I'll calm down and everything will be okay again as it once were. :-)
Almost eight month's have passed.. 1st year of uni has already gone by so quickly. Fingers crossed that 2nd year will go just as quickly, if not, faster :-)
Summer holidays. Three months of bliss. and back to YOU. I miss you.
Love,
yasmin.
xx
I got back from London a few hours of two. I had the pleasure of meeting someone new last night, and she was a delight. I spent Friday and Saturday night staying over at Brunei Hall (BH), lusting over some magazines, making random phone calls to Singapore, eating at Satay house with Moans :-), going for morning coffee at Starbucks, taking the bus to Bayswater, getting lost at Bank Station, going to London Dungeon.. =) yarr zeechan, I did go :-)
A girl isn't really a shoppaholic until you show her the REAL places to shop. I met my match at Debenams. God, I wish I had money to spend my heart's content, but that would also mean eating cup noodles for the rest of the term. Soo.. All good things must wait. NYAR. I wish someone would give me money :-( I am guilty of overspending.. all the time. I don't know how I keep my head afloat... or my money for that matter.
With just over £40 to spend for the rest of the month, I'm pretty sure I'm going to end up losing weight and come back to Brunei looking like a damn stick because of the whole studying/exam process. I have just over a month until exams finish.. and about eight weeks of staying in UK time. I want to go home as soon as I can to be honest. My exam's finish on the 14th of June. I wish it were sooner.
I called home today, just to say hi to my dad.. :-) I miss both my parents. It's weird living alone, and not being able to see them as often as I would like. It's different because I can't just go into their room and say, "can I have some money to buy this top I saw at [insert shop's name here]?" Over here, I actually have to keep my money for just-in-case uses. :-( No pretty tops because I just simply can't afford it.. for the moment anyway.
The boyfriend was glad to talk to me today but I got all weepy.. just because I missed him. I haven't really cried about the whole seperation thing until today. I guess when you go some place where it's full of memories of where you've spent time together..it just makes it harder to hold it all in. Let's just hope that over time that I'll calm down and everything will be okay again as it once were. :-)
Almost eight month's have passed.. 1st year of uni has already gone by so quickly. Fingers crossed that 2nd year will go just as quickly, if not, faster :-)
Summer holidays. Three months of bliss. and back to YOU. I miss you.
Love,
yasmin.
xx
2 comments:
hi yas... been visitng your bloggie since before i blog myself... but i just bought a domain and tot i myt link you up... :) please link me up your site too :) as for the post... yeah, sumtimes you really wish you were back"home" with that sumone whenever you feel like needing him/her more than you should... its okei to weep over your troubles... you are not alone in this sorta thing :)
We live, we contemplate over stuff. We get up when we fall. When things are too late, It's even too late when we die. We lost once, not twice but once. We come back so long shall we live, we will come back.
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