The weekend finally came around.. and I would like to point out that this week has been one of the most stressful and yet relaxing weeks I've had in a while. I went out last night to watch X-Men with some coursemates and had a blast :-) Study wise, I'd like to say I'm doing particularly well.. but that's lying although I am racking my brain's out trying to make the material stick. I'm sure I'll eventually get there, it just takes a bit of time.

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¹9 * unangelic: i wanna know how they get the camera to stick to the wall
M3 : oh wow
¹9 * unangelic: nice right?
M3 : yeah. how to do photos like that? photoshop i guess
¹9 * unangelic: i meant how do they get it to take a full body shot from ABOVE the model unless hes got a SERIOUSLY tall tripod stand, I cannot imagine how
M3 : maybe he taped it to the ceiling
¹9 * unangelic: i thought tht but if he used a timer he would have a hard time setting up before the timer goes off. dont u think?
M3 : remote control? maybe he has an assistant
¹9 * unangelic: who sticks to the wall?
M3 : yeah.. spiderman can be quite useful for getting good shots

how do you stick a tripod to the ceiling anyway!
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Back in Sixth form, I remember listening to my friends talk about their friends who were in university before us. They were telling us stories about how they survived until the end of the month when they have no money, living on instant noodles and just staying in their rooms until the money problem waves down.. and I remember thinking, "oh god, I'd never be like that" and here I am, in uni, starving.. not because I don't have money but because I'd like to think that I don't. I'm hungryyyy...... I'm lazy to cook during exam periods anyway, tsk!

I'm worried about coming home fat. Before coming to UK, I never thought of my weight as an issue for me. I enjoyed having my body without worrying about the muffin bits or the buldging tummy bits.. argh, ever since I came here, I think I've become more obsessed with it. It's stupid and it's silly of me, I know. But sometimes you can't help it. You just want to be thin, just like the rest of the thin girls around you. ::sigh::

Ever since I came back here after Easter, I haven't done ANY sports whatsoever. In a way, I think it's just piling up and making me feel worse about myself. God WHEN DID I EVER BECOME SO INSECURE OF MYSELF. I haven't done any jogging because I have problems controlling my breathing and I'm shy. I haven't done any basketball because I feel like I don't fit in with the guys here. It's a shame that they don't want to entertain the idea of playing with a girl.. I wouldn't say they're narrow minded, jus slightly (sometimes) a little too cocky.

I'm going to go grocery shopping tomorrow since I'm out of chicken.. (and yet at the same time, I am running low on cash). It's just a week until allowance day so I guess I can hold on until then with noodles and pasta *giggle* Yes, I am starving myself.. I'd call it a 'diet', you die before you 'ate' :-P Lame lame lame!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mustanir's got a new toy.. a lovely Nikon D-50 and I want it :-( I've been encouraging him to take more photos.. haha and he says he's getting bored of me as his 'model' nyerr.. I love his camera :-( We took seriously kick ass photos over the two weeks since the camera first arrived. Oh its so nice.

My Linear Algebra exam is in just over a week, I don't really know how I feel about it. Part of me wants to just get exams done and over with, and part of me wishes there was another week of studying time left. I haven't even looked at my accounting/finance stuff because I'm too worried about my Math papers. Paranoia hits you everywhere when the exam fever comes along.

I'll probably start revising that sometime this week.. i.e tomorrow or Sunday. Then try and cover all the two semester materials for my Calculus and Algebra exams. Nyar. I don't know if I should worry of the fact that I'm not that worried.

I think once second year comes around, I'll *try* and not go home during holidays and go travelling around Europe instead since I'm stuck here for the next three years.. I might as well make the most of it. In just less of a month, MY FIRST YEAR OF UNIVERSITY IS OVER BABY!

I can't wait for tomorrow. Let's hope we get some sun!

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