The shopping trips I've been making are more frequent than usual especially during stressful and paranoia times. Sometimes I wish I didn't spend, but damn it's such a stress reliever. Even though I feel really ugly when I'm trying out new clothes and end up not buying the ones I liked best from the shelves, I feel better after spending a couple hundreds. I am no doubt a money-wasting person when it comes to shopping, but I don't do it very often so I'm still in my green light to go :-)

One of the reasons I shop is due to insecurity. Not only do I feel over weight here, I look horrible once I've dressed up.. sometimes I feel like just staying in bed and wait for the day to get done and over with. And mygod, it's only TUESDAY and I'm already upset. The weeks feel really long, and I'm restless and troublesome. I completed TWO pieces of coursework last night, and the other one isn't even due in until next week. I have another coursework to hand in next week, but I haven't seen that sheet of paper yet. So yah, I'm bumming.