Thanks. =)

You know the feeling when you're actually very stressed and things just feel like rocks are being tied down on your skin and its like, dragging you down. It's like if you jumped into a lake, you'd sink straight away without an after thought? Yesterday, and over the weekend I feel like a huge amount of worries, stress, problems have been lifted off my shoulders and thoughts. I feel like I can just jump, and I'll jump as high as I want to.

Love hurts, it's like a million stabs if things don't go your way. Well you know what? Screw it. Haha. I think I'll be fine the way I am, and I'm relieved in a number of delirious ways. My exams are coming up, and a large amount of my troubles have been lifted off my shoulders. It's been allowing me to move on with my life because it's not often you get hit by an epiphany.

I finally realized (after three years of constant nagging from my friends and after three years of finally building up the courage to deal with my life) that things are better when you learn to clear the air and not pretend like nothing's wrong. From now on, I think I'll settle my problems that way. I'll be blunt and upfront, and maybe sometimes a bit more sensitive than I sound..haha

I broke down this morning in my math class, my teacher took me outside to help me calm down. I felt like a nervous wreck, but I'm okay now. I've got a few teachers that expressed their concerns for me this afternoon, its nice to know that people care. xx. I guess my stress levels and all my work load and worries finally caught up with me. I'm gonna have to learn to relax this weekend, as I did last weekend.

Thank god it's the final week before midterm break. Then I'd have to sit my mechanics 1 exam on the 2nd of November, and my accounting exams on the 3rd. :) and you know what's weird? I can hardly wait.

love,
yarz