It'll be alright..

The day started off as humid and you can see that student energy has been drowned out thanks to the kick-ass basketball matches and over-enthusiasm the students have shown over the week. Friday's finally here (in about six hours more or less) and I am happy to say that I am more relieved than ever because it's been a terrible week with a lot of depressing episodes in and out of the school.

The engravement I've held on for so long will once again be fill, and maybe then perhaps, I will feel loves and happiness in a world where I think I belong. I will not cry anymore because that will show my weakness. I am not weak, I am alive and strong. I will seek for my happiness, where I can begin to cherish love and finally belong as the person I am. I love myself, there should be no one that I love more than me before I start loving someone else. - 08:52:49 // 26th April 2004

I feel really twisted today, it's scary. I feel like an out of tuned guitar where everytime you pluck a string, the wrong sound would come out. In other words, I feel spaced and somehow loosely lost. I feel like my mind has turned upside down that even the people who usually cheer me up, can't.

I wanna play basketball.

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